when your dad tells you he doesn’t love your mom anymore. and finally realized it completely today. i guess i’ve known that was the case for a while now, but i never really wanted to actually believe it. when he said the words outloud it kinda struck me by surprise. i went silent. i didn’t know what to say. i could hear the sadnesss in his voice, and his feeling of sorry for the way he felt. but its so hard to cope with. i’m a wreck, especially as i’m typing this right now. listening to “fix you” by colplay. i dont know what the future holds for my family. i don’t even want to imagine hyow my mom will react. its scary. and theres nothing i can do. lovely